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I’m done, dead, a

I'm done, dead, a mishap'...

That's it, I'm now a proven mishap'
I just got sacked from work. They call it "not re-newing the contract". But I say call a bastard by it's real name if you're gonna call it something! And that name is "the pink slip", "the boot", in short terms; "sacked". That means I'm dead in the water. With bills coming up, a wedding to pay, and a grilfriend to take care of. How the hell am I gonna make this work?! What's wrong with me? I've been here eight months now, and now they tell me they're not that happy with my work? They said I was slacking...well, okay. Maybe I was, how the hell should I know if they don't tell me? I'm fresh out of school. I have never worked before in my life, and they expect me to not need some guidense?

Okay, maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just that lazy, no good fuckup as the trend seems to say I am. I don't know, I only know this; I'M FUCKED! We're fucked, my life is fucked....I hate my self right now. I really, really hate myself.
God, what shall I tell my girlfriend? This is not something she needs now, not now that she's starting school again. Man, I really fucked up this time. I hate life, and life seems to hate me.

Bye.....