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Rest In Peace great-grandma’.

My great-grandmother past away today. I only found out a few hours ago. I'm not sad, not in that way that makes you want to cry all night long. In fact I don't even have lump in my throath.
Of course, I feel a bit off. Somewhat down. But I didn't know her that well. I don't know why actually. In fact, right now, I can't even think of her name. But that can just be the time of day speaking. I think, well, actually I don't know. I guess I never got to know her because she was old when I was young, and since we lived around 300 km away the visits where rare at most. As I grew up I never had any intrest in going up there. The town was dull and the few relativs I had ut there I didn't know that well, and some I didn't want to know.

So now I sit here, thinking, woundering about why I didn't go see her at least a few times. I think that side of the family has sort of drifted away from us all. To bad really...

But I do feel sad for my father, and of course his brothers and sister, I know he loved her very much. But at least she's in a better place now.